Below are the 12 most recent journal entries recorded in herloveisdeath's LiveJournal:

Saturday, May 7th, 2005
1:54 am	Same shit, different toilet yeah so much for being single and doing me, my dumb ass is dating again lol. but its okay im open to trying this again. <3 felicia <3 Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: TV (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 19th, 2005
7:04 pm	<333333 awww, well i was on the buses going over the career center and on the bus comes the principal with these flowers, for me. i was like hmmmm, so i opened up the little note and it was from liciaaaaaa <33 and it was so sweet. it def made me smile, she is the cutest thing ever. then she came over to my bus and i thanked her and wanted to kiss her so bad but the damn asshole wouldnt let me off the bus lol. so, i owe her one tomorrow. thank you baby <3 Current Mood: happy Current Music: Nuttin Nigga (Comment on this)
Friday, April 15th, 2005
8:46 pm	Same shit, Different day seeing her face makes me smile, she's the cutest thing ever. but of course shit like that comes with drama. idk what to do, i dont want to believe the shit i hear and i dont want to make a wrong decision so i guess i'll see what happens. <3licia<3 Current Mood: awake Current Music: Your Mom Moaning (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 14th, 2005
6:30 am	Cloudy Days so, this girl from school likes me and i like her too but idk, i dont want to let myself want to be in a relationship. i can't stand relationships sometimes, too much to worry about lol. i want to concentrate on just being single, and doing my thing, getting what i want with no ties. another part of me wants to give in, but we'll see what happens. as for now, i want to remain hooking up with cris, and if this other girl wants to thats fine as well. blah. Current Mood: confused Current Music: News (Comment on this)
Monday, April 11th, 2005
8:56 pm	Another day in the hood well today was phils last night to hang out before he goes off to the army at 4am. it sucks, but people have to do what they have to do. me, nina, him and will all went bowling where i scored a 75 i know its horrible but at least i tried lol. im going to join a league, i'll kickass def word. other than that, we are counting down the days until ninas birthday which is friday!!! she is going to be so smashed, long island ice teas and weed i hope we dont see the hospital. im just gonna drink the usual, beer lol. well, im going to go now so i'll be around. laterrrr Current Mood: drained Current Music: Silence (Comment on this)
Saturday, April 9th, 2005
3:01 am	you ever drink and feel like at least when you sleep when you have been drinking you don't know much thats going on, or at least you dont care about most things that you think about all the time. thats an interesting feeling lol. well, tomorrow i hope to hang out with cristina because i really want to hook up with her already. we almost did today i think but then idk lol. so yeah, and hopefully elise will come hang out which would be fun. and i dont know what else to say so im going to sleep now alright. laterrrr Current Mood: good Current Music: The Early November (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 7th, 2005
10:50 pm	Update well, i talked to who i wanted to hook up with and she wants to as well which is a good thing because my hormones have been driving me insane lately(in a good way). we both go to school together so it would be kind of cool to hit her up in the bathroom lol wink wink. but overall im glad that i have no ties right now and im just enjoying life to the fullest :] Current Mood: horny Current Music: Watching ER (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 3rd, 2005
3:02 am	HeeeHeeee okay well tonight i hung out with elise and i haven't seen her in so long and it was good to see her again. i think its so awesome how close we are considering the fact that we had sex like 3 years ago lol, shes my best friend and its not even a sexual thing. i also met up with mike tonight along with candice and christina. they really rock, i dont get along with most girls but they are cool in my book. so, im def moving on relationship wise. im not going to try to have something that wont work because of the other person. im going to just be single and have fun, which i should be doing. so thats that and i can't wait for ninas party!!! laterrr Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: Trance (Comment on this)
Saturday, April 2nd, 2005
5:45 pm	Fuck well i guess i just realized that nothing is ever going to work. one minute she acts like she cares and then the next there is someone else amazing for her. so im done with the games and done with it all. now im just sitting here waiting for elise to come and then who knows what we are doing nothing special. tonight my friend cara wants me to go to sutra with her and i want to but i am not sure who knows. anyways, im out so laterr. Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: Thursday (Comment on this)
Friday, April 1st, 2005
6:23 am	April Fools Bitches such an odd meaning. im going to go into school and pretend i lost my voice so i don't have to do anything lol. thank god its friday, i hope there is a lot to do this weekend. saturday is my friend dans birthday which i want to go to so we will see what happens and also i want to hang out with this cutie =) tonight is the backup plan show which i want to go to because jesse and jerm are going and i luff them!! well, im going to smoke a stoge and go to school so see u laterrrr. Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: The Beautiful Mistake (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 31st, 2005
6:33 am	SicKKK woohoo i got my little red friend, im so over joyed. i have a headache right now, and i don't exactly feel like going to school but i am sure my mother will make me. blah, i dont know i kind of want a girlfriend, i love the feeling of someone who just understands and no matter what will be there. i can't wait for school to be over either, tired of waking up at 5:30!!!!! im going to go now. lol later Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: Trance (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 30th, 2005
5:13 am	Nothing lasts forever so we might as well end this now well i decided to start writing in this thing because i have nothing better to do and xanga is boring me right now. well, i am once again single and i am not too sad about that either lol. its going to be summer soon which i cant wait for because we are going to be partying in Fire Island!! i want to hook up also this summer and make it worth it since last summer i was in a relationship. i do hope to find something legit but when its the right time it will happen. other than that, im going out tonight so i better have fun lol. laterrrrrrrr Current Mood: calm (Comment on this)